well, I don't f***** care, Barry. I killed the guy, okay? You might be cool with this s*, but I'm not. I got a wife, and I got a kid, okay? And, and she f***** knew. She knew. She knew something was up when I came home. She knew it. And then I lied to her, and I told her I was, I was, going to the gym, just now. But when I go back, she's going to know. She's going to know something's up, okay? And it's going to come out. that's it. that's it, okay that's it. I'm going to the cops and I'm going to tell them everything. And if I have to do some time, fine. But, I'm coming clean.